Pyro1000's Journals

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It means ALWAYS STRONG in Hindi. I chose Hindi lettering simply b/c of the way it looks. I'm either getting it across the top of my chest or across the top of my back. Tell me what you think!

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am tired of this bullshit!!!!!!!!!!

i am so close to going fucking postal! this is some bullshit!!!! fuck this shit!!!!

My head is filled with you (a poem for my daughter) by Cody T. Bales

every day, every night, all i think of is you

your gourgeous red hair and your precious eyes blue

i had you but just a short short while

but that whole time i couldn't lose my smile

now every day and every night my eyes fill with tears

not holding, feeding and loving you are only just a few of my fears

my head is filled with you along with thoughts of your mother

but i can do nothing except sit here and utter

i love you, i love you, i love you

for my hand does not hold the power

i will still fight for you, every second, minute and hour

and though your life is young and fresh

i would give my own, to give you the best

just know, no matter the outcome of this

i love you honey, and this love will never quit

I have a baby girl named Payton!!!!!!!

ok, so i found out the other day that i am a father. one of my ex's got pregnant when we were together and told me payton was not my child. even though she told me that i always had this feeling she was lying to me. well recently me and Katie(my ex) started talking again and i asked her about it. turns out i was right. so now, i am the proud father of Payton Ryann Crockett!

TEXT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

if you call me ima curse you out cuz i have a limited number of minutes that are reserved for a select few.

so text me!

my number

404

819

3238

15 days till my B-DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'll be 20! only one more year before i can buy my own alcohol! YAY!!!! lol

you betches better call and tell me happy birthday! if you aint got my phone numbre then ask me!!!!

inside of me

when you feel like shit... and it's from someone that you love, someone who is closest to you, someone that tells you that they love you...... nothing is clear. everything is red. you are so infuriated, yet you want to ball your eye's out like a little baby. these feelings bring on distrust and anger torwards this person, but really, distrust is what started it all. you can feel the distance growing between the two of you even though all you ever do is run closer and closer to that person. what a disgusting feeling this is.....

Lost

I i i i'ma need counselin , i've lost my mind and i still havent found it

I used to be so well rounded but now i tip toe on hells boundries

F f Baby a.k.a. crazy, trapt in a maze therefore i am amazing

block baby doc i'm just a patient, and even with navigation

i'm lost i'm i i i i i i i i i i dont know whats wrong with me

but but i'ma keep dat styrofoam with me(that styrofoam yrofoam that styrofoam)

and i and i dont know whats wrong with me, Gorilla Zoe on da song with me

he must be gone with me i i i i i i

Lil' Waynes verse on the song " lost " by Gorilla Zoe ft. Lil' Wayne produced by Drummer Boy.

I'm back...

Well, fuck it.

well she's leaving me....

so i'm leaving everything here behind. i'm done with the stupid bullshit i get from this place and the people i meet on here. well, not everyone. just the ones that get close to me. i'm tired of it all. if you want to get in touch with me, you can e-mail me at godstrong4life@yahoo.com . you can also hit me up on msn and yahoo chat at that same e-mail address. i might be back one day. who know's?

later yall,

Cody

SEMPER FI MOTHERFUCKERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!